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1 . Think love is an excuse to get HURT

[04 Apr 2004|03:59pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Hey-Lo Friday was (as the "hey look at me I'm EMO" kids say it) the SEX. Yeah, It was MY POOKIE'S BIRTHDAY! ( I LOVE YOU, POOKIE!) We had a surpise party and it was off the heezy. I was so happy that I got to hang out with everybody (Matt, Brian Ivey, Jordan, Nadia, Katie, Kimmie, Lara, POOKIE, and yeah and everbody else, if I was with you and didn't put your name down, feel free to add it here:_____________) I wish you guys knew how PROUD I was of Matt, he did the right thing. ( If you were there, you probably know what I am talking about.) I can't belive that somebody actually listens to what I have to sayh, and takes it into concideration. I don't think I've even seen so many penis' in one night. (MY VIRGIN EYES!) Yeah, so Spring Break is ON, and I have NO plans, so somebody PLEASE CALL ME! I don't care WHO you are, CALL ME! 954.473.9653 Um, I love you?

14 . Think love is an excuse to get HURT

[28 Mar 2004|08:35pm]

Yeah, um I still can't do it. FORGET IT.  



                            I love you, all of you.

                             (except you)

3 . Think love is an excuse to get HURT

[28 Mar 2004|08:29pm]

Guess who learned how to put pictures in their LiveJournal? Yeah, it's me. Thank you Kimmie!


1 . Think love is an excuse to get HURT

[28 Mar 2004|01:53pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Hey now hey now (don't dream it's over?)

Yeah, this weekend = asi-asi.

Highlight- lying on the trampoline at 3 in the morning, hot shit. Yeah so. I'm done.

Cool Kid Of The Day- (Insert YOUR name here, because if you read this, that automatically makes you cool!)

Band of the Day-
Hopesfall... because that's the shirt I'm wearing.

Yeah, somebody tell me how to post pictures in my journal?

I hope this whole situation of me feeling like I'm not good enough and I don't belong around everybody clears up soon, cause I HATE IT.

You people seriously need to talk to me more, I'm sick of always having to be the one that calls/IMs everybody. It makes me feel like I'm annoying you, and you don't want to talk to me, because if you did, then you'd take the initiative. But, hey, I could be wrong.

Have a good one.


3 . Think love is an excuse to get HURT

Hey. LOOK! Another Survey [24 Mar 2004|10:45pm]
a - age: 15
b - band listening to right now: Under Oath
c - career future: Psychiatrist
d - dad's name: Leonard
e - easiest person to talk to: Pookie!... and Matt
f - favorite song: Bright Eyes- No Lies, Just Love (as of the moment)
g - gummy bears or gummy worms: bears
h - hometown: Pensacola
i - instruments: Bass/Guitar
j - job: N/A
k - kids: I'm still a kid
l - longest car ride ever: From Austin to Ft. Lauderdale.
m - mom's name: Donna
n - no. of people you slept with: 0
p - phobia(s): Public Restrooms, being rejected or let down, being lied to
q - quote: ".Anything beautiful fades away, and anything ugly fades away, too, It almost hurts to love things, because they have to stop being that. And that's just the nature of life"
"Love's an excuse to get hurt" "Let it be."
r - reason to smile: Music... actually having a true friend
s - song you sang last: Northstar-Cinderella
t - time you wake up: around 5:30
u - unknown fact about me: I'm not a lesbian... or a druggie, despite popular belief
v - vegetable you hate: brussel-sprouts
w - worst habit: being paranoid and expecting too much out of people (overrating them), and having no confidence what so ever
x - x-rays you've had: none
y - yummy food: salad (food of the WHITE people), Italian and Chinese food
z - zodiac sign: Pieces

Yeah so, today was cool. We had mid-terms. Today I had Hon. English and Drama, and tomorrow I have Spanish II and Hon. Biology. Pshh, easy as a Sunday morning. Yeah, didn't talk to anybody really today (except my Pookie!!), but do I ever? Yeah, I swear people and "friends" are way over-rated. I'm hanging in there with the few I've got, but they all mean the world to me, and I wouldn't trade them for the world. Yeah, I kind wish that I could meet new people, and make new friends, but I serously don't have the balls for that. I'm too quiet and for some reason think it's better to just keep tp myself. That way, I guess people can't hate me if they don't know me. Yeah. Chapelle show is on, and I just heard "vanerial disease".

"Imma beat my dick like it owes me money" Oh.. man.

Happy Birthday, Emily!
6 . Think love is an excuse to get HURT

Another Survey [22 Mar 2004|07:59pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

1. what's your name? Raechel
2. where are you from? Pensacola
3. what's your favorite vegetable? lettuce
4. does coffee suck? some
5. who's the most beautiful (by your definition of "beautiful")? not me?
7. do you like potatoes? yeah
8. do you wear make-up? a little
9. sweden or norway? sweden
10. do you play video games? not really
11. what's your middle name? Raechel.. Lauren's my 1st
12. do you have any siblings? yeah
13. do you get along with them? eh..
14. what's the last cd you bought? Modest Mouse
15. what's the best cd you own? I don't know..
16. what's the worst cd you own? I don't know
17. how old are you? 15
18. what's more important love or life: both are equally important
19. what's your favorite song? I have like 64 billion
20. are you right handed of left? right
21. spearmint or peppermint? spearmint
22. what's the most comfortable pair of shoes you own? my ratty converse
23. do you like these surveys? gives me something to do
24. what's your favorite color? green or black
25. what's your favorite fruit? banana
26. is pornography gross or entertaining? both.. in some cases
27. do you believe that there is a God? yeah
28. are you still in school? yeah.. isn't it tragic?
29. does AOL suck? no not really
30. is punk dead? no
31. best band in the world is? Bright Eyes... BEATLES I don't know.. it changes weekly
32. favorite number? 8, 13
33. what's your favorite brand of gum? orbit
34. if you could marry anyone in the world, man or woman, celebrity or non-celebrity, living or dead, who would it be? I can't tell you that!
35. why? ... it's hush-hush, you know it's on the DL haha
36. what are your parents' names? Leonard and Donaa
37. color or colour? color, this isn't Europe
38. what's your favorite kind of music? emo/screamoand if that makes me 'a mainstream trend-follower", you're a stupid fuck
39. do you wear glasses? nope.
40. did you enjoy your high school experience? so far, no
41. who's your favorite comedian? Dane Cook, Steven Lynch
42. who do you wish you could smack in the face? you?
43. was your childhood enjoyable? no
44. what's your favorite kind of cheese? mozzerella
45. what's your "guilty pleasure" movie? Beaches.. haha
46. did the 80s suck? nah
47. what's your favorite curse word? don't have one
48. do you like donuts? they're okay
49. do you hate these questions? nope.
50. do you have any animals? yeah, dog... there was a lizard in mi mochila today at lunch...

1 . Think love is an excuse to get HURT

[22 Mar 2004|07:58pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Hey to day... was just like every other mundane day of my so called "high school career". Hightlight of the day:(. wow this is a toughie..) I guess my walk home.. it was hilarious. I love that Cuban Fat ass! (Talking about Armadillos)
Me "An armadillo looks like a giant Rolly Polly, but it has a tail"

Cuba " I don't know what a rolly polly is, but I DO know what a Rolly POlly Ollie is!"

Wow... yeah, Quiz thing? Why not?

name four bad habits you have:
1. sleeping when I'm bored
2. tuning people out if I don't want to belive what they say
3. procrastanative
4. being pre-judgemental

name four things you wish you had:
1. confidence
2. a car
3. Non-awkwardness
4. better friends

name four scents you love:
1. peony
2. clover
3. orange
4. anything that smells "green"

name four things you’d never wear:
1. tights
2. ecko
3. pigtails
4. pink

name four things you are thinking about right now:
1. conor
2. English homework that I should be doing
3. Lara get better!
4. why I can't be who I want to be

name four things that you have done today:
1. went to school
2. talked to Matt
3. had a stimulating conversation on armadillos (What!?! Who says that?)
4. escucho musica

name the last four things you have bought:
1. gum
2. ticket
3. salad
4. strawberry milkshake

name four bands/groups most people don’t know you like:
1. Emery
2. Modest Mouse
3. Desaparecidos
4. Under Oath

name four drinks you regularly drink:
1. Water
2. Strawberry Milk
3. Orange Powerade
4. Tea

last song you sang? Under Oath- Watch Me Die
last person you hugged? Pookie
last thing you laughed at? Armadillo conversation
last time you said ‘i love you’ & meant it? "Love's an excuse to get HURT"
last time you cried? Saturday?

what’s in your cd player? Bright Eyes, Beatles, Open Arms, Under Oath
what color socks are you wearing? ...I'm not wearing socks
what’s under your bed? uh.. a "box"
what time did you wake up today? 5:33

current hair? long, "changes colors", dark brown?
current clothes? honestly? same thing I wore to school
current annoyance? a bug bite..
current desktop picture? A picture of this like 50 year old guy pointing and it says "I banged your mom! -Your Dad"
current worry? school... uhg homework
current hate? my mom?

last cd you bought? Modest Mouse?
favorite place to be? Not here? at the beach at night, or in the car a night with mi amigos?
least favorite place? school
if you could play an instrument, what would it be? Bass( I play it) drums would be hot shit to play
favorite color? green! black.. grey..
do you believe in an afterlife? yes'em

. Think love is an excuse to get HURT

[21 Mar 2004|06:39pm]
[ mood | content ]

hey. yeah yesterday was pretty cool. got to hang out with some cool kids and lay out on the trampoline in the middle of the night with my pookie! awesome, wouldn't of changed it for the world. I felt kind of bad for Kimmie and Eric. He called, and black Rachel answered the phone and said she was skinny dipping... I don't think that help the prior situation, but oh well, what can I do? Nothing. I bet Kimmie is going to be mad at me tomorrow, but I hope not. I was kind of upset that we didn't really get to hang out much last night, but whatever, she was preoccupied. I wish Larrra could of been there! Too bad she has mono... get better! Yeah, I think that's all. Love ya' chillins'!


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